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68. Wrestling With God & Spiritual Ego

Molly Rasanen

In this episode, I take you inside the very real, very alive process I’m in right now — a season of laying down spiritual ego, questioning identity, and deepening my relationship with God and Christ in a way that feels more authentic, embodied, and true.

I share openly about:

  • Being in a “void season” where old identities are dissolving
  • Wrestling with the part of me that once got validation from being a spiritual healer
  • Putting away my altar + feeling convicted to root more deeply in God
  • Reconciling mysticism, Jesus, the Bible, and direct experiences I have had of God
  • The tender, confusing, beautiful process of surrendering identity for truth
  • Why I’m considering rebranding the podcast into something more God-centered

This episode is not a conclusion — it’s a mid-process transmission.
 It’s honest. It’s unfinished. It’s where I actually am.

If you’re in your own season of questioning, shedding, clarifying, or coming home to God in a new way — you will feel seen here.


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